hated?

anyone know what it feels like to have ur sister tell u "no wonder everyone hates u" and have ur mom half agree??

yeah it doesnt feel good at all.
and the thing is that i cant think of anyone that hates except my sister..
no one is reading this.. and i really want to read someone else blogs on their life but i cant find anyone who writes about thier lives..

Venting: 12/29/09 -12/31/09 part 1

Grounded!
so on tuesday i went to Knotts with amanda and her family and some friends..we had a good time. so when we get home our parents ask us if we had a good time. we say yeah.. that was all that we said. we didnt say anything that was even close to complaining. ok here is the post i put on yahoo..it tell the rest of the story. i didnt want to type it all again.

i asked if i could hang out with my friend the next day and my dad said no and i asked why. he said its cuz i was just complaining about her. but the thing is i hadn't said anything bad about her so i was really confused. i asked what did i say that was complaining about her? he wouldn't answer and just walked away. so i asked my mom and she didn't answer. so i went to talk to my dad and i asked what i said. he still wouldn't answer me and just said that i was having an attitude towards him and i didn't think i was. so he said i was grounded for a month. and i asked why he said its cuz i was being rude and disrespectful towards him. i said how. he wouldn't answer that so i said i was just asking what i did so we were all on the same page. he still wouldn't answer anything..
that was two days ago and now my friend is having a party at her house tonight and some of my friends will be there. and i will know pretty much everyone. and my parents are going too. so i asked if we could stay the night and he said no. cuz im grounded. so i asked what time we r going and it starts at 7..he said we r not going until 10. i asked why he said its cuz thats the time my mom gets off work. then i asked if me and my sister could go early so we have time to hang out with everyone. he said no. cuz im grounded. but then he said he may let her go at 7 and me go at 10 with him. so i asked how long we r staying g and he said we may not even stay until midnight. if i wasn't grounded i would be able to go early. i asked him to rethink the grounding and he wont. ugh doesnt he get that everyone likes my sister more than me?? and by her going to the party almost 3 and half hours before me gives her that much time to make them all hate me. she always does that she tells ppl things that rnt fully true and they believe her and it makes me look really bad. and whenever she does anything and i happen to say something about it. they tell ashleigh and she tells me that ppl r complaining about me non stop..doesnt anyone know how that feels..it doesnt feel good..and the big thing is that she is my twin sister so we look pretty much the same but everyone just tells me how hot she is..god why do ppl like making others feel so bad about themselves all the time?